Well, I shouldn't has left my blog to rot off.

I'm trying to turn my pathetic body clock back to normal.
Therefore, I'm just trying to fill my life timing.

I'd been enjoying my life since YOG event ended in ochard.
But I'm just fucking left with no job!
No JOB = NO MONEY! D:
So sad for myself.
Well, I shouldn't be lazy.
But it seem quit long ever since I'd to start finding job life months ago.
How I wish I can just stable a job down!

When it comes to love, I'm speechless.
Maybe everything seem to be fine.
But it just look like 暴风雨前的宁静.
Sound horrible.
I don't know how to predict things from happening !
But well I don't wish to let things to happen to anyone.
No one deserve doing all this for me.
If ever I don't need to make a choice.
I need not think, but yet precisely I'm just running away becuz I don't wish to face it.
Yet causing things to get out of hand.
Kill me please.
I remembered that I once said before if ever igot a chance I would settle down, but realizing things aren't just as simple as what we want to!

Friendship that goes off lose like a nail, can it be tighten?
Can a sorry solve everything ?
I don't know what to do.
Sorry sweetheart if I'm cold to you these days.
I don't know how to face it too.
It been quit long that I actually hold a friendship that tight right deep in my heart.
But I really don't seem there a need to apologize when you can't change the situation that you meant it causes out by you?
Then WTF am I waiting for?
Frankly speaking, if you want to let go, by all means be my guest.
I'm quite numb to this situation alr.

Yawn.
Mac breakfast with Eunice before accompanying girlf to rp for her idiotic lap top._.
Good nights ! 

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.