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Everything is never as it seems.♥


If ever you cherish... @ Monday, March 01, 2010

No matter how much an outsiders' view.
So much to hear, so much to say.

Maybe i'm thinking everything too fast too much.
I'm fearing that the patch will come so soon.
And yet i scare i'll not know what to do.

I wish to be with you.
But yet not knowing how you felt all along is so miserable.

Well, silly thought that could sms no one to say !):
But overall i'm happy today.
Even though i took 133 with jian an, aloysious, yong jun, eugene and eunice to bugis and off i need to go suntec to meet ah keong roy and andy.
The church thoughts was touching.
I nearly cried while everything was searching for an answer to god.
Ate and slack outside suntec.
And i began chasing after the 3 of them cuz ah keong was sick !
It was like all gang against me ! ):
Super Duper Bad !
Well, but at least everything was fine in this way ! (:
I like the way we get along with each other.
Though he still make me feel that there a gap after all.
But as long as i can see him, chit chat have fun and be around him , i'm happy ! (:


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Edited

Wake up early in the morning got to know i'm off from work ._.
Well, i thought of alot through ytd night before i fall asleep.
Like i don't wish to be the one ppl quarrel for.
I don't wish to be the one ppl are saying.
And i don't wish to be the reason he'll be vexed over me.
I wish to disappear like how i does.
I know how he felt like when the whole world is saying about me and him.
I know he hate to keep hearing same thing.
Maybe i'm too used to the life with him.
I'm a girl too, i can understand how will simin felt when everything she came to know.
A boyf lying to him because of being outside with friend and ex.
Lying because of not quarreling?
And i know the way we're now is perfectly not right at all !
Because i'm still holding on the heart of loving him to be around him.

If ever i'd the change to get back together with him.
I'll change for the better.
I'll give him all the freedom to let him go with his friends.
I'll be sensible enough not to alway stick with him.
But is everything still possible ?
I'm lost.


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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.


Aaron.
Calistine Girlf.
gayan Girlf.
Rene Girlf.