The way you concern if that it true, make me more pain that everything.
I slept only 4 hr and here i am waking up at 5am doing nothing.
Dropping my tears like a silly fool.

I know it doesn't worth it.
But could anyone kindly lend me a helping hand to pull me out.
To stop me from all this pain.

You make me felt like a pest.
You make me unable to forget the past.
Because that is how deep i'm in love with you.
And how deep will that pain comes along.

I woke up half way when i'm sleeping to saw the miss call by him and boy.
And actually calling just to inform me and ask if whether i wanted to pay for the chalet.
Who am i to you both?
Have you ever think that before?
Because of both of you that get my life so tiring.
I jitao cry after hanging.
Tears just feel like dropping once i thought of it.
Because all along, all this while , all this 2 yr i rely totally on them.
And i got the sudden urge, to die str away.
The medicine that i got will kills str if it is over dosage and not in time to hospital.
Thank angela rayland and jiacai , but i think it better for you to get your own celebration.

If by ending will stop my heart from suffering, i hope i'll stop my breathing now.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.