There is no start neither the end.
Yet i feel like thousand of knife piercing through my heart.
How pain and hurtful it is.
An answer is what i alway wanted.
Yet when i get the answer, i cried like mad.
If age is the only reason, God pleas take me away alright.
I felt like i'm going to die.
It pain like hell !

' xxx, just say you don't like me. At least i know an answer, i'll feel better and won't avoid anymore.'
His reply:
'Orh.'
'Orh means ?'
His reply:
'i got say before that i don't like bigger than 2 yrs old de.'
'Not any feeling at all ?'
His reply:
'Some.'

Always holding on to the answer that he won't even like me, but yet it fate that hurt all along.
The very first time ever in my life, i felt that i'm old.
I rather i don't have the rights to go clubbing, pub or even smoke.
And just to be with you.
I'm going crazy.
Crazy like hell !
I been crying and crying for 1 hr since i stop replying.
I... don't know what to do other than crying.
The reason put me to a death sentence in his world of love.

Does it hurt you when i ignore you?
And that why you gave me a answer?
I said i won't cry for you anymore but every night seem lke a nightmare to me.
I wish you were there with me, by my side.
To let me hug you like i always do );

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.