Currently playing : May i Love you.

'And i just want to ask, will you ever like me? Don't say don't know.'
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'If you don't reply den i take it as you don't like me. I don't wish to continue crying because of you for nothing.'
Drops of tears that reach my cheeks.
But yet i felt glad on tuesday night that i didn't cried so worst like that period of time.
Fell on bed to sleep.
And yet closing my eye, time seem to be back to 2 mth ago.
Where everything cross the path that it doesn't meant to.
Tears keep flowing out.
I can't stop.
I grab my heart and shout out crying.
I never in my life cried till that stage, not even for fabian.
Daddy woke up and console me to sleep.
But i slept for that 2 hr.
I didn't wish to see him but yet i had no choice.
No choice to avoid every single things because of him.
He did pretend like nth happen.
He did think that i'll.
But i'm sorry, i can't anymore.
The way you hurt me.
The way you mislead me, that is not love.
Once i touch on the image of him, thought of what we does or mention in the past, tears just rush out like i'm not in control.
I tried that hard not to cry infront of boy and bz.
Yet everything is not under control.
I sat on the sofa, trying to calm my breath down.
And yet when i think of why is he sleeping so early, i remember the time, the time when i ask him change his time clock back to normal.
And he say me, ask me to turn back my body clock den ask me to accompany you.
I MISS HIM ! );
Thinking of does he had enough money out and all this.
But he isn't the guy who is there for me anymore.
And i ain't the girl who wish to give him everything i can.
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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.