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If ever you cherish... @ Thursday, December 24, 2009

Can anyone please pull me out of this burning hole?
This burning yet never getting to see the depth of it.
I'm dying soon if everything carry on this way.
I'm being greedy.
I feel like asking for once even if it really hurt or pain, but facing him asking will you be my one and only ?
Can you be mine ?
I know i would cried out straight, i know i would do lots of silly things.
But it better than now, i don't know shall i be happy for the way he is treating me ?
Who am i to you ?
I'm running a fever yet crying like hell.
How am i able to get over him ?
If moving far away from you can fade some off, i'll give up the 25 % share to my dad.
I can have no money with me but yet i start to realise how am i to be happy w/o you?
You seem to took my every smile and joy.
Your thoughts, unguessable.
Your feeling, unsure.
At least for once, i did tried all my best to go for the guy that i truly love 2 yr ago.
But toward this love, i have no courage.
I don't wish him to be sad but yet getting myself dying.


Can i have the forgettable potion of love if there really is ?
I'm lost.


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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.