Still in a sleeping mode.
My visit to malaysia is more and more often.
Maybe in here, i need not do something that ain't myself.
Back this time for grandpa funeral.
I cried upon the call i receive last wednesday.

Is life so short for someone who wanna turn a new leaf ?
Is life so unfair to people who are trying to change ?

Can't afford to lose any relative anymore, my heart is more tired than ever.
Even though i ain't the favourite of grandpa but he still the shelter to my dad.
And now it gone ?

I didn't collect my sg ic.
I skip it.
How am i suppose to be on stage smiling when my grandpa passed away two day ago?
Quarrel with my dad cuz i insisted to postpone.
Ended up postpone till 1/2yr later.
I think so ?

Tml will be back to sg, english oral coming up on friday.
Working on weekend if max is offering me short hour jobs.

How can someone life like me be so boring ?
Getting of boredness conquering my life !
I'm finding a more toward full time job.
I won't wanna waste my life out.

Love isn't something i wish to touch on.
Worth of waiting or not , the choice is your.
But there no one i wanna to place in heart.
Cuz i'm tired of it.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.