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Happy birthday ! (to myself)
Having a totally different birthday this year.
The year when i'm 18.
But having family instead of friends celebrating for me.
I SPENT ALOT OF MONEY ! ):
When i didn't bought alot of stuff ):
Damn it !
Don't even know where i spend all my money !

Another three more hour and my birthday is over!
Had received only one birthday wishes.
Hmm, maybe by proving you rmb is the best way through sms.
But no one bother except that one person !

Boy :

I think you haven't read my post.
Thank for your sms that send me in stupid mood early mornign when i wake up.

Having spent my days away from singapore, awya from all those hurting that will drive me crazy.
But actually i ain't feeling any better, i know the fact.
I hate facing it.
I was intending to spend more time here.
Finding excuses for myself not to go back );
I'm bad alright!
But did anyone feel good for me ?
Anyone ever put yourself in my shoe to think ?

And and, i'm susprise by your confession.
It been quite a long time i avoid this type of conversation with guys.
Becuz eventually accept or not, it will still hurt the both of us.
I didn't know what will my answer be.

Had a good dinner with uncle who is celebrating for me!
And if i know better, i should buy my luck in 4d !
My uncle won a few hundred and his birthday is same as mine !
It so totally not fair la ! ROAR !

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.