Back from malaysia.
Okay,it was saddening to see my grandfather in this state.
I don't know why, maybe it isn't close at all but i just felt like crying.
I bear my tears, for the sake of not letting them know how much i don't bear him to leave me.

The operation will be tranfer to KL tmr, and it a 50% sucess rate and failure.
It like when he saw me, all he was saying was that sum of money.
It like even till the door of death, what he worried for most is my bro and i.
I hope everything will be alright!
Boy might be right, maybe letting him rest in peace will be good for him, but being child of his will always try their best no matter how much they spent to change for a chance of living.
Grandparents' hse was so dead.
It like or maybe i didn't see the deadness ever in that hse before that scare me so much.

If friendship that you choose to let go, i ain't saying anymore.
Didn't even realise how much think i'm going through.
I don't wish to do everything on my own anymore.
If i meant so much to everyone in a friendship den jolly well you all should know that my birthday is coming.
I don't wish to be the one every year planning for my own celebration.
I don't wish that celebrating my birthday is being spoil by anything else, if that is so den i don't need any celebration.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.