If ever you cherish... @ Sunday, May 31, 2009
It been quite long i didn't update.
Not that i'm busy or what, i just dun feel like.
So once again it sound dead.
Anyway the trend now in blog is dead :X
Girlf blog also dead :X
Very very tired.
Ever since after working, life isn't the same anymore.
I cannot play in a free way.
If not next day wake up late ._.
It should be miracle to all that i can actually pass my 3mth probation period !
Claps *
I miss maple alot.
In order to work, i really did sacrifie.( dunno how spell la ._.)
Ytd chat with nami on phone.
And i know his life is still the same old way.
And and he say i change alot.
When i use to maple everyday, he will ask me to log out X:
Now when i didn't maple, he ask me to go back :X
Actually i miss that kinda of life seriously.
But life is alway out of bounds.
Unexcepted things or ppl change ur life eventually.
Anyway maybe i'm being too sensitive, but the way ppl express thing it make me feel that i'm being detested.
And i don't wanna cuz of just a few dollars and spoil the friendship.
And when one cant think alike together when doing things, it difficult to get along.
Somehow, i feel that working make me lose alot of important things.
Whatsoever, by the way, ytd i called Fabian :X
Cuz i'm heading down for a bowling at kovan.
And it seem it might been 2 fully years that i never really wanna step in that place so daring :X
When i hang up with him, there that a bit of bitter in heart.
But no worries, he is just someone that i'll rmb forever but not love forever.
There a time for everyone to wake up.
And maybe i can say loudly that for C.Z.Y, i can finally let go.
Cuz there one night, when i was thinking about him, i got no more tears to tears.
And that is when i know i can put it down.
Once again, Claps *
Know what !
My birthday is nearing :X
2mth and 11 days :X
Actually this fews day, i was thinking i don't wish to celebrate my birthday.
It nothing big deal f3 :x
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