Finally i'm here ._.
My head is cracking.
I wasn't in the mood.
And i gonna upload quite a long post.
Fuck it.
Well, for Sunday after work.
I went home straight to take a rest before meeting boy to accompany her to put tattoo.
But in the end, when we meet her dad call.
Thank to mummy._.
End up, went to hub to take my sweetie phone W595!
It white in colour.
After that we went to acarde, back to our ALL TIME FAVOURITE MACHINE !
The sweet jackpot machine!
Got a pooh and a stitch back home ( boy's hse) :X
I always left everything that we play at her hse ! (:
Den den, finally i got to play my poooooool ! :D
And i lose 3 round ._.
Stupid asssssshole boy !
Pooooool is super fun !
King of snooker show is super nice !
It'll make you fall in love with poool ! :D
Slack slack slack and i get my butt finally home at 2a.m. ._.
Monday.
I'm being woke up at 7 when i was told to wake up at 7.30 !
Dam it !
Went to take my Citizenship ._.
It super lucky that i had to wait till 21 den take the oath !
3 more yr to go :)
After which, i fall into my beauty sleep till 2.30p.m
Had my family dinner.
Hmmms, let me think back, it was going to more than 1/2 yr whereby i sat and eat with my dad.
He bought us to sakura !
But i can feel that i'm drifting myself away.
Becuz i wish to be alone.
And well, bringing my brother isn't good toooo -.-
The thoughts of everything of my past.
The unbearable, digusting past.
I hope all guys die ._.
The fear of getting into a new relationship becuz does they really love you for who you're seriously?
Guys out there!
Think carefully, all the sweet-nothings that is said, does you all mean it?
The forever is nothing.
The always is nothing.
And when it come to an end of it, you all jolly well say byebye.
I understand some guys do feel hurt but what about the majority? <- spell wrongly._.
They can hurt girls like nth and continue find their other preys.
Well, no one can be blame becuz world still goes on round round, day by day.
Time wouldn't stop for you.
River won't stop flowing.
But one thing i'm sure, nothing can change the hurt that is done.
And right now, i'm seriously tired.
I wanna hop on into my bed.
But i can't sleep.
If crying would solve everything, i'll cry my night through it.
Becuz it unbearable.
No one understand what deep in me that i fear.
Thank boy for being there for me when i really need someone.
I just wish that i can fill every min with thing that can stop my mind from going crazy.
Time ot be back to my life with phone ! :X
Anyway, Happy Belated Mothers' day !
When i saw everyone was celebrating, i felt numb.
It been so long.
But anyway, Mom you'll always be the one and only mom till the day i died.
No one can replace you :)
I need to wake up at 9.30 ._.
4.43a.m. I'm dead :X
Byes ! :(
I'm lost.
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