Okay!
Tell you what, finally i'm done with this stupid blogskin.
I've been choosing for hrs and see nothing.
Hmmms, i like the design and some wordings :)
Another thing is that i finally chase away my lazy worm to link up !
And it 3.58.a.m. now.
I'm listening to lots of emo songs now.

Well, i got to know a guy.
Don't ask me how i got to know.
But he asked me for stead.
It was like omg?
I didn't wanna mess up my current life.

Ytd's at work was dam busy cuz it a saturday night ~
And most importantly, KEMEI ON LEAVE
Saded right.
First time i handle the shop cuz summer still wasn't familiar with everything.
Work is getting boring and boring everydays.

I had got everything planned out for math.
Boon Kiat is more than willing to teach me !
Wahahaha !
Okay, well, everything had is back to square one.
I don't know the lesson is it cancel for later on.
Cuz that STUPID SERENE TAN wanna to watch the whatever show at 7p.m ._.
SERENE TAN ! YOU'RE SUCH AN ASSSSSRETARD

Sorry BOONKIAT !
IT NOT MY FAULT !
BLAME IT ON SERENE !

Recalling back to thursday, i cried like fuck.
My tears keep rolling like how i does now.
Everytime when i'm alone, those flashes back is just like nightmares.
I cried for pathetic 2hr that night.
Till i fell asleep, and i was still crying.
Well, i'm useless.
Other than cry, i don't know what can i do.
Ohyah, i cried cuz i confess once again.
I really pick up my courage and type in msn
" just wish to know an answer the one you've been missing is it your ex? At least let me know den will i really let go."
His answer to it was
" don't wish to touch on love matter now."

Ni Shuo Ni Bu Xiang Zai Ai Le, Cai Fa Xian Ni De Zhong Yao.

C.Z.Y
I let go on the very day becuz i cannot give you anything.
This isn't a relationship that you should go through with me.
I did not take your love for granted.
Instead on the day 27th feb clearly, you said that you realise you still love me as much as before.
And you said you know every single tears that i had tears for you.
Every single word you said, i believe.
I gave the trust.
Becuz i love you.
But i realise thing wasn't the same anymore after we get back.
I thought you'll ask me not to let go when you receive that sms.
But you didn't.
I hesitate for very long before sending.
And i rmb-ed, the freedom that you wanted so much even more than me.

I thought i can make an end to it.
Yet it another painful start.


P.W.O.T.D.
My love is no longer in your vision.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.