If ever you cherish... @ Wednesday, April 01, 2009
Knock ~!!!
Tomorrow is offday :X
And now i was catching a tvb show at boy's hse !
Super nice lahs.
Anyway boyboy haven get over agatha yet.
She still lingering around the love.
Lingering around the love seem familiar right?
Hahas.
Anyway, it been quite a long time that i didn't let my reader or might say is my GIRLFRIENDS !
GF say i mia ! :X
I didnt!! I swear !
It just that i'm busy.
Busy might be a good way ~
Anyway, give me a big big CLAPS !
Cuz at least for a week, i didnt think of him anymore :) [REMINDER ! My girlfrens gt stm so must repeat :X *him* is the alot of fuck word in my post that one :X ]
Actually i didnt wanna post or update.
Everytime i touch a blog, i miss him.
I will tend to visit his blog, drop by to see if he is alright.
He quarrel with his dad.
I know all along he is facing problems at home, and for sometime when we'r still having feel for each other, i wasnt caring enough.
Back then, i might be unreasonable not good a cant even be a good future gf.
Well, since everything ended.
***HIM***[ I wasnt even sure will he read HAha ! ]
I miss the way i call you bi.
I miss the way when we first know.
The way when we tiff and laugh.
The time when you wanna to tell the whole world i'm your.
I stop my love in your heart.
I didnt wanna leave, but yet i had to.
For you, you didnt wish to touch on love.
For me, i cant get over you.
And it so deep in memories, i cried alot.
Even if i knew it doesnt worth it in others eyes.
But you know something?
You worth everything i'm willing to give.
Maybe cuz you're the one that is like fabian.
A person that will make me linger around.
It been 3 mth ~
Well, maybe busy is a way to forget.
And, thank for the love you once given.
And i will try my very best to fade it off.
For it might be good for both of us.
Dont worry, i arent the kiddo girl that you once love anymore.
Work are so busy recently after the locker thingy !
It so fun.
And i realise business isnt really easy.
It all money that goes around now~
I realise i start to be more understanding, not as unreasonable anymore.
And and ppl reading dont worry for me~
I'm perfectly fine.
Believe it, when someone can face the hurt, it mean it good.
And i believe when i facing it,i wont be sad.
Hmmmm, i seem to mia in maple.
Actually, no matter how tired am i, as long as i want to online i'll even over my dead body.
But i got no more feel for maple.
Becuz the love is so simple.
And the relationship in it is so complicated.
Sooner or later, i gonna say farewell to maple ! :D
Seeeee actually i can let go of maple :) SAY CHEEEEER ! (:
Tatas ~
Tomorrow will be a busy day even i'm off ! :)
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