It been ages since i blog.
This blog is dead man ;x

Hmmmm, lots of thing happen in maple.
I broke up with paladin?( silent brk.)
He think i 2time sio ! X:
And on the very same day, i seem to lost everything.
I broke down cuz of my Pr permit thingy.
And it a fullstop to me and zhiyong.
The love that seem so long yet i didn't realise ended in that way.
Well i cried for the whole day out,Zhong was fking scolding me on phone which i continue to cry :X
Anyway, thank zhong for accompany me through those hrs which i cried so bitter larh!
I'M A CRYBABY AFTER ALL =/

Maple Current lvl : CryStaL5tar 147 :) 31% D:
Been slacking through out.
Caught myself in a mess recently and finally seem to sort it but it didn't ._.
hmmm, AIAI I KNOW YOU WILL DROP BY ! ILOVEYOU!

Sometimes, relationship do hurts.
Making a choice hurt more than what it seem on the surface.
I admit,it seem that i hurt 1ns alot.
I know, i felt guilty.
But ppl tend to be greedy, he was all along there for me when i need someone.
Is this love or not, i didn't really realise it.
And for aloy, i don't know what are we now.
He can don't mind how i looks.
He can give in everything to me.
Maybe that is love that flood all over the whole body?

The one that i used to love.
And i realise i do still love him.
Hmmm, he is back!
No one make me feel this kind of sourness bitterness and happiness ever since we end.
Does it mean i still love him as much as i did?
I thought it easy to forget since he make it so easy to.
But i realise, it isn't easy for both of us i bet.
It the first time i felt how much he was scare to lose me.
And it the first time i realise i mean much much much more in his heart.
At least, i'm confirm by his love.
But afterall, is meeting up and everything will change?
I don't know, i don't wish to think.

Well, till now, i fucking cant find a job.
I think i had to prepare myself for the worst?
Hmmm, i'll miss every single things here.
The friendship, the love , every past moment i spent in s'pore.
I don't wish to but Ppl tend to prepare for the worst.
And sometime, maybe it time to let go , we should let go den.

Baby, i'll love you like how u did :)

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.