I fear alot of things.
I'm trying to make myself tired tired and tired ~
Till the very end that i fall off to slp i hope is not crying with tears):
My tears i shed for him like river flood la ~
Even with friends outside i will still think think think like a mad girl !

Those day that i know him, on phone with him till morning :X
I had been searching for his shadow all this while that i didn't really knew it.
We craps nonsence on phone ~
I was so daring!
I swear he is the first guy that i love so much till i'm so daring :X
If i can sit here and continue my bloggie abt him it will sure be long long stupid story :x

She fall for a guy that can let her forget totally of her ex.
She feel so happy with him larh !
She admit in the start there really no feeling purely friend.
But she fall for him on the 16aug :)
Her story of him started when she join back to BSFC.
The days was so happy with him around~
One day, when she get to know that actually his mei like him too :X
She was the last to know about it.
She really fear.
Fear to lose him ):
In the end, she still lose him ):
Ppl told her lots and lots of things when she is alone.
She really scare don't know what to do.
All she can do is to cry, cry herself to bed ):
She nvr realise that this guy of her love is so important.
Till the day when ppl say that he found her irritating !
She was like wtf ?
She really fear alot.
She cry like mad that night !
That the second time she cry like hell !
W/o him by her side, she really is nothing ):
She was all along so confidence with the love that the guy has for her but...
she was the last to know the guy fall for other girl and it is his mei.
Her tears roll down her cheek like mad, out of control in the early morning):
He dun wish this girl to be sad cuz of him, but did he know how much hope she put her love on him ?
Ended up, sorry all i wish is to love her...
'SHE* let me feels like going into it.'
At that moment, her heart sank.
Her eyes was swollen after crying for hours till night.
She get nothing):
Not the love form that guy anymore ):
She is forever not in his heart anymore :(
She cry and cry.
She know that it don't worth shedding so much tear for him but what is love actually?

This few day was dam dam tiring la :x
I keep watch dvd and neglect my maple char :x
I had the urge to giv up everything in maple cuz it hurt myself too deep le.
The pain the sadness forever cant goes off.

Relationship:
All i know now when ppl ask me who do you like ? Ans: luke :x
My feeling didn't even fade at all ):
I blame myself why should i be so cold toward him when he say the joy he knw wont be like that de. Crying*
Heart still hurt alot now ):
ALOT ALOT !

Friendship :
I'm trying very hard to give equal time to all my friends.
Actually i really miss GIRLFRIENDS GROUP SO MUCH !
I saw gayan wrote in msn but alr offline.
She say sry to bring so much trouble for me):
It doesnt matter de silly girl !
Cuz you are my gf :)
I hope everyone is getting fine now ~


It been 32hrs that i haven slpt yet :x
I am tired but i want myself to be truthfull to myself once !
-gtg-

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.