Life sux.

Chasing on fated to love you now ((:

I realise i wanna stop thinking about everything including relationship.
I nvr felt sotired ever before.
I knw my tired compare to other is nth.
But compare to the life i had before, it suck.
I nvr wanna stop thinking de, this time really not the same le.

The pain, the agony.
If ever this type of thing is painful i dun wish to think forever.
But life cant stop here i knw.

I am thinking thinking and thinking.
But everytime i think, everytime i cried.
Cried for the hurt,the pain.
I wish to cried to let everyone knw, knw that i love my dad.
But when getting hurt by the one you love most, you will felt dead.
A document in black and white between a father and daughter relatonship, who want?
How hurt will it cast on me?
Though i always hate my dad alot but it just because i dun wanna show the love not because i dun love him.

Kian,i dun wanna knw what others say because if really i can blame and hate you, why not ?
Why not hate you and must as well let you go.
But i cant, cant let you go even though it hurts.
" i am a two-timer, that the reason he brk with you."
Am i nothing ?
I hate being say like that but i cant hate u.
I love you.
But i just wanna stop here, stop everything.
Not because i dun love him anymore but because i am too pain.

When we get hurt by the most two person that i love most.
Their ways of hurting me is so terrible terrible to think on.
How i wish i can die off like this because i am just like a zombie walking ard without feeling.
I am not like last time, not anymore.

STUDY? i can tell ppl to cherish it but do i?
Boy "if studying is not stress den go ahead"
But if getting to study this have to make me pain and remember the hurt for my whole life, will i be happy ?
Happy to have all this in future?

Kian, wo ai ni, i love you, wo ai ni, i love you, wo ai ni x1000000000000000000
I wish to say all this to you everyday of my life when u belong to me!
but i cant anymore, i cant do that anymore not anymore.

Boy " mei, what you wanna for your birthday present?"
I nvr wanna more.
I just want everybody not to leave me anymore
I just want a happy family.
I just want to be there for everyone who need me.
All this and that thats money cant buy it.
If there only money can buy, i wish to slim down.
Confidence is all i needed to walk on.

If ever we hate someone,in the process of hating, there will still be love.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.