If ever you cherish... @ Monday, April 14, 2008
Quite late now but i'm still blogging.
I'm just too free this few days man.
whakekeke.
Can i say you're still in my heart somehow?
I still remember that we quarrel every now and then when we are on phone for the first time.
I remember how ben say that we'll end up falling in love with each other.
I remember how we avoid letting ben know we did chat on phone.
I remember you love to accompany me throught those night when i'm doing my math question.
You'll be so quiet and 'sweet'(suan me)through it.
You won't want to be the one who hang up.
And not till 2a.m, you won't bother to hang.
And because of the topic that we chat about "love" on addressing, everything had change.
I wonder is it the short happiness starting or is it a friendship and relationship ending.
I never wanna to believe that every start is and end.
But you let me get the fact right.
You let me know that you love me and yet you choose to leave.
And without any REASON.
And cannot say that you hurt me but you left all your memories of our with me only.
Has you forgotten about every single night of talk with me?
Has you forgetten about having a girl like me you know before?
Love is always that short yet beautiful.
It's that hurting when everything had a full stop for it.
You were that sad when i'm.
Will you feel the same now?
Can i say i'm willing to wait for you to return ?
The answer not is not certain, you rather let it be.
I hate this kind of pain.
This kind of awaiting for nothing i don't know.
"MOVING.ENERGY" Can i know the reason why you choose to give up?
Happiness seem so close but yet so far.
I'm getting fine along with my life without you.
But it seem like something missing from the start.
I did had a small cry just because of you(:
Everything is always just so uncertain.
Whether be it true or fake, it just a line between knowing it((:
Good nitenite everyooone (:
Loves and misses ya (:
[l.G.L]
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