i was like sort of crazy or mad to keep adding entries for today.

Was singing songs with boy and meng.
Boy break down~
Yet i didn't wish to comfort her anymore.
I found out that i no longer can sit beside her asking her not to cry.
That distance, that gap make me fear.
I dunno fear of wad but it just make me away, far away from her.

I read yining and zoe de blog.
And that was why i decided to blog again ~
I realise how loving they were.
ESE sam and zoe.
I'm wondering is my decision of letting him know is a wrong?
Can anyone tell me off?
This things still lingering ard my thoughts.
Who can give me some thoughts?

I know my love for sam cannot be compared to agatha's love for boy.
And those songs boy sang make me feel that the love story of she and agatha still will appear out of nowher sometimes.
I love they two.
But i respect both of their decision.
Whether to wait to let go of what, i will forever be their gan mei.

i really dunno what am i thinking now.
Anyways later meeting agatha and confirm will be accompanying her tonight.

Loving him alongs these days let me grow up.
Let understand how love for a person can be in lots of ways, not just holding on to it.
Not just making the other party worrys.

I think i will once again confirm it with him.
To see whether should i wait.
And i will update it.
So ppl no worrys (:

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.