I should get the fact right at these moments that he will forever not be mine.
He will forever never see the goods i have to him.
He will forever never appreciate me being by his side.
What for i hold on?
Making myself silly and silly days by days?
Hurting myself more days by days?
Torturing myself days by days?

What boy say is right.
He gave me the chance to be with him
He gave me the chance to love him.
But i choose not to because i fear the hurt i once had.
Having to suffer all this now is the road i choose now.
I have no one to blame on but myself.

I learn to grow up days by days.
Learn to let go of him days by days.
Learn to leave meng, sam and boy they all days by days.
I realise it difficult cause i will forever think of them rather than myself.

Am i that useless ?!?
That no one love me anymore.

There are lots and lots of things running through my mind.
I miss you every second.
The love never seem to go off even though you were harsh.
Do you realise that i was never really happy?
You're the reason for my smile.

I dun wish to let you worry about me.
So i try not to drop a tears infront of you anymore.
Prove to you i'm still strong without you.
Prove to you that my love for you is not a irritating thingy.
I wan you to be happy.
I choose to silent the love for you.
Though loving you is tedious.
But i still love you alots alots alots.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.