Life maybe is never fair.
Ppl will only think after they regret.
Why not try every step carefully not to goes wrong?

I think alot today.
Everything of the past.

Family;
I realise how much my dad love me in the past.
And so, i can also see how deep it is that hatred cover everything away.
There's no returning back anymore.


To that someone;
I dunno what you wanna from me?!?
My everything ?
Or you're still not tired in the comparing between us?!?
Are you wanting me to lose every single things?
Can you dun be that despo?
I truly dun understand what a person are you.
Make me feel like vomiting everytimes i think of you.
Know how disgusting your words are?
Know how much i trust you ?
If this is the start of your game, i will make it your end of it.
If i really think it through and play along with you, i won't lose to you anymore.
Be it anything, i will let you suffer 10 times what you'd gave me before.
So just enjoy what you're having now, i dun wish that you will cry begging for my forgiveness.
I will post my answer once i think it through.
Dun go too far(:
" The choice that you'd made, the trust that you destroy."
"The betray that you'd shown, the hatred that you should deserve."
"Be it betray or trust, you gave it all."
" And that will be the ending point of our friendship."
Dun blame me for being so unreasonable nor cruel cause you DESERVE IT!(:


Boy;
Thank for trusting me, Thank for letting me know you still care for me.
I will think it through should i let go of this friendship.
Cause it will be the everything she wants.

I realise that the one i love dun wanna to let me let go of him.
He will always be there when i was going to let go.
I know he will see the things i done for him.
I know he enjoy the love i gave him.

Him;
But do you know i can never love you anymore.
I dunno why but this sentence keep popping out.
No matter what i say, nothing at all.
Action that i gave you prove everything.
You know how hurt it was when you're attached.
Everyones knows that i will cry, but i didn't.
I want to be strong.
I know and i can feel that you dun wish me to let go.
The hold on that you gave away through your eyes.
But you know it hurt a thousands.

To me now, letting go or not letting go, give up or not give up doesn't matter anymore.
I realise that i'm used to loving someone and doing everything for him.
I'm not used to being loved and i dun think that i deserve it.
I know that everything to me now, i will have a answer.
And i know i have be strong to everyone cause there lots of ppl who need me.
Believe in me please(:

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.