Back to blogging.
Think that wont be much ppl notice that i have update my bloggie now hahas.
But all i can rely now more on is bloggie.

SERENE girlfriend;
Sorry i can't be wit you when you need me the most.
Sorry that i can't pull you back.
I' mean that maybe is i have lost the rights to say you anymore.
I wanna you to be strong.
I've gone through it so i really understand how it feel and hurts.
But you have to strong in your will of living on.
GIRLFRIEND, i love you, i adore you.
I know you cant feel it but this is from my bottom of my heart.

Dunno how life is getting on for myself.
Maybe i felt that i much muchh better than last time.
But something is just not correct in the life i having now.
I dunno how to say it anymore and dunno how to express it to my dearest ppl beside me.
I think i hurt myself more than any others do.

Seriously i know what past had past but it just a purely return back to the past.
I regret going into a relationship with a guy i dun love at all.
I regret hurting him and lying to myself that much.
I know i love the him that i love that that much from 09/09/07.
I know everything is really gone after he said that he wont love me.
hahas that was how silly i was treating myself from the start.

I decided not to let myself regret or leave any regrets anymore.
I msg-ed him telling him i will wait for him no matter what the outcome will be.
I know i was giving myself hope when there isn't.
But i really love him.
And, i decided if loving him, i wanna him to be happy.
And i dun wanna to bother him if it make him stress over it.
I give myself this promise, i love him and i wanna him to be the one i love to be the most happy.
I promise and i try not to bother him much much much.
I dun wish to be a pester. =)

I just wanna him to know i'm not the girl who he think i fall for others easily.
I dun wish to explain much because i dun think here is a need anymore.
At least, i'm happy that i let him know how i feel.
It up to him whether to ignore and get on with his own life or bother abt it.
Boy, i love you and i'm willing to wait for you.

I'm happy for my girlfriend YINGCHIN to found her beloved boyfriend ADRIAN.
Hope that you all will last. =p
I wanna everyone beside me to be happy.
I dun care myself anymore cause at least i know everyone is happy.
That's all i wish for now.
I dun ask for much and i believe i'm not greedy of it.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.