I'm still at boy hse.

Really dun feel like going home.

Dunno why leis.

Not because of internet thingy but because i really dunno what i wan for myself.



I'm tired.

I wanna give up.

I dun wanna to hold on to anything more.

Maybe it truth that i running away from reality.



What i become change my own life.

I can't blame it that my family will become like this.

I can't blame it that my friendship will become like this.

And relationship. nothing more can i say.



This few days keep thinking of fabian.

Those memories with him, tear drop.

The song he used to sing, i sang it crying.

The moment the thoughts of him become the heartless part of him, i wake up.

I never really wish to touch that scar.

But if i can't even face my past how can i face my own future.



Meng;

Sorry ya.

I never mean to quarrel with you but you change alots.

i never say i nvr chg but i really just not used to you being like that.

An pls dun always say i nvr treat you as a fren.

Iw an you all to know that nothing is mre important than my frens.

I think got, ermmm money barh!!

hahas.



Serene;

I wish wish wish wish wish to give give give up.

You know how it hurt to go out with someone you like that know how you feel but just cant go anymore further other than fren.

You know how tiring it is to accompany him to find the girl he like.

I can cover up everything but when i am tired, i feel like bursting into tears.

Who in the world will do all this stupid things.

Heartpain to see him drunk because of the that girl dun like him.

What can i do.???



Sam;

I love you.

I hope you can really open up to others.

I dun wan you to be sad =)

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.