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Everything is never as it seems.♥


If ever you cherish... @ Monday, October 08, 2007

Love between us will never be perfect.

I told myself that i wont let relationship bothers me anymore.
By doing so, i dun know other ways of protecting myself.
I wanna to let him know that fabian and im is totally diferent but is just the way we know each other is so smilar till i fear.
I am telling myself not to let myself bother you anymore and i'm trying very very hard.
But i found out that it's too difficult everytime i think of you.
Can you get out of my mind ?
I dun wanna to forget you but i just wanna to be myself once again.
Not the one who keeping thinking of those words you once promise me.
You know how hurt it is to think of you everytime?
Maybe i really can't stop myself from doing those things.
Sorry but i really love you too much that either i choose to let go or continue what we were like after you were not single.
And continue to let myself being hurt.
Know how much i desire the love from you?
Know how much it pain myself everytime i stop myself from calling you.
Know how much it hurt me to say in phone that i dun care about you.
Know how difficult it was when i'm trying to give up when you msg asking me ''you dun need me in your life le rite??''
Know how much courage is needed to reply your msg.
Know how easy it is that i drop my tears for you.
Know how much i cried through the call when you never even realise i was crying because there wasn't much we can talk like before.
And DO YOU KNOW HOW DIFFICULT FOR ME TO WALK OUT FROM THE PAST?

Girlsfriends;
I wanna to let you all know that you all are important to me no matter what.
But i realise i can't help you all when you all need help.
I'm a failure.
I'm lost.


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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.


Aaron.
Calistine Girlf.
gayan Girlf.
Rene Girlf.