Just wake up.
Tired sia.
Ytd night was really a nightmare to me.
It seem like so close yet so far.
Making me believe that my life nvr seem really perfect.

I was thinking those words sam say in maple to other ppl(girls barh)
I nvr thought that there would be a day i saw it myself that he say the same things to other.
And i thinking i'm stupid and foolish to believe all those stupid sweet talks.
I HATE HIM.
But i hate myself more.
I fall aslp soon but was waken up by boy call to my hse at 2a.m.
And we sort of quarrel larh.
I just wish to be alone.
And once again, i can't fall aslp.
Why am i still thinking ?!?
The most weird is fabian pop out of nowhere, making me more hurt and cannot take it.

Sam;
Dun tell me you forget to reply.
Dun tell me you are busy.
Dun tell me that you nvr saw it.
Dun flood me with your LIES.
I told myself it now worth it crying for you.
And told myself i should get over you, a guy who mind looks eventually, doesn't worth me waiting.
You're such a freak.
You're such a bastard.
But because i hate you and it make me realise that i love you more.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.