Feeling very down now.
Wad am i thinking about?

I thought i really have given up on fabian lau?
Why do i have to think soo much when i saw his sudden view of my friendster profile?
Why do i have to be so good to write him a testi that in return i saw his pic with his gf kissing.
I am not feeling that good when i saw it.
What really am i thinking ?

How i hope sam will be with me now.
I dun wish to think too much anymore.

And i fear from now on till the day i really dun mind things about fabian lau, I WON'T TOUCH RELATIONSHIP ANYMORE.
Tired of everything and realise that i do mind alot.
I am becoming worst.

The day before i had a quarrel with sam.
And i was like confused as in FUCk up la.
And he told me that later he going to his friend taiji.
End up getting beaten by the other party and i know both side party.
Hais. wad can i do?

I dun dare to meet you.
I dun have that courage to see how u reject me or avoid me.
Because loving fabian once is alr too tired for me to repeat history again.

Meng say that he think sam like the second fabian i love.
but for sure i never fall for sam because that he and fabian is alike.
Just for the words he touches me.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.