Hiies.
Now is September 02 2007.2.02.a.m.

Tired !! Hurt !! And sad !!
Hahas.
It seem that mylife is somehow always full of this.
Like i will never get out of these things.

Girlfriends ;
You all say that i am selfish toward my boy.
But you all will never get to understand right now how i am feeling.
And i dunno how to explain or let you all know.

I rather treat that i never started it from the start.
I rather i continue loving fabian lau.
Cause now it mpre tiring than ever to forget him and fall for another one.
So what if i am selfish or what?
In my heart, i know it more clearly than anyone does.

Ytd wait-ed for his promise of call again.
What a broken promise i got again.
Today, we quarrel again.
Maybe i'm unreasonble or what so ever.
I am just too tired to say it.

Or i know that i keep crying and crying.
Now other than crying and cutting myself i dunno how to let myself off.
Seriously, god let me off.
Let me have a happy memories, happy moments.

I nvr get what i want,
The one i love will nvr be mine,
The things i want will nvr be mine,
Why just can't i get what i want,
Even if it is only for a day,
I'm happy with all of it.

Fake smile worst the hurt that nvr seem to be healing.
Time forever seem to be healing the wound.
But i'm forever hurting myself.
When will i ever learn to to tired myself out.

Hahas.
Good luck to those taking N'level rhis coming monday.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.