If ever you cherish... @ Tuesday, August 07, 2007
My birthday is coming soon xD
I do really wish that i am happy on my birthday this year.
I do also wish that he can get to read what is in this entry.
But i know he never will get to read it on time.
My birthday wish is him.
I wish to see him again.
I wish to know how his life getting on.
I wish that i and him can still be friends.
I wish that he will be happy now.
I wish that no matter what things that concern abt him i will help him to wish.
My heart belong to Fabian Lau since 9/5/07.
I still remember those msg-ing moment when we first knew each other.
I still remember when you walk pass me and we knew that we know each other.
I still remember the moment we are guessing if that the person is me/you.
I still remember the stupid reason of getting my ez link card back just to get to meet you.
I still remember how you sat in front of me and what you are doing at 212 coffeeshop.
I still remember the first time we spent time together ton-ing at kovan area.
I still remember the time when we are talking on phone through out the night.
I still remember the time you drag me along with you to och.
And that the time when i felt the sweetest moment with you.
You are not what others ppl describe as.
No matter how bad they say, as long as i know that the person i love will nvr be that kind.
The promise you given me, have you forget ?
You told me that you will nvr let history repeat in my life again.
I realise it now.
You're the one who lighten up the most darkest days of mine.
You're the one who open up the gate to my heart when i thought no one else could.
And the warmth care and love you given me, i miss it.
Can you forgive me for what i had done wrong to make you so angry?
I dream of you holding my hand saying that you never leave me alone.
Accompany me through the night on the shore.
Letting your shoulder to me telling me that it will forever be mine.
But when i wake up, i saw no one but myself.
I realise no matter how the dream is sweet, it will never happen in my real life.
I love you.
I miss you.
I hope to hate you.
But i am forgiving the hate.
But i cant forget you.
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