Just reach home since ytd i went out.

I wonder why am i so stupid to ask serene to call fabian?
Ended things got so worst.

Ask me to forget who is him.
Ask me to treat it as we had never know each other.
Ask me not to call him not to msg.
Ask me not to like him.
Nan dao xi huan ta you cuo ma?

If i can forget abt you, i had long do so.
If i can have a choice, i also wish we rather not meet again.
If i had not fallen for you so deep, i also dun wish to comtact you.
If i now can't like you i rather die.

Throughout the call, i really dunno should i talk ?
This is the first time i really think through before talking.
Cause i fear i will regret.
I cried and cried.
I sat at my blk downstair cos i dun wish to see anyone.
I realise whenever i am feeling, i will call someone.
I don't wish to be alone that time.
Cause i fear that i really lose the whole world.
To me, he mean everything.
I nvr cried till so worst before, not even when i was prank by his friend.
I know that letting myself being alone in my own room will let me do lots of foolish things.

I still smile infront of boy and kor.
I dun wish them to worry for me.
But deep in my heart, i really dunno what to do, i'm really hurt.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.