I finally updating le.

Serene;
I want you to be happy with all the choice you make yourself.
I know that you are happy to be with him but if guiltness is all ard you den let it go.
Dun tie yourself up.
Let yourself free please.
I miss those time i have with him.
I miss all those lame things he said.
I miss his stupid temper.
I miss everything of what he is.
But now i can only miss all the memories he left with hurtful and harshful words.
Maybe it really very officially being rejected by him le.

02/07/07.
Maybe to many of my frens ard this date is also sensitive.
I letting myself go this time.
I making myself or rather letting myself keep getting hurt this few days.
Just let me be numb.
Seriously tired.

I dun seem what i am on the surface and in front of everyone.
Seriously, i had think it through.
Struggling in all this stupid feeling had been a long time.
Maybe i am tired but at least there still some faking smiles that i still can afford to show.
I wanna to be strong.
But infact i getting hurt every moment now whenever i am being strong.
Can i have a shoulder that can let me lean on it whenever i really need it.


Maybe not really fallen for my gan di.
Just that i like the presence of him ard me.
Like somehow he can cheer me up, make me angry or what.
Thank alot for accompany me all this while.

Shooting ard the bush, the one i really need is fabian.
The shoulder i really need is his.
The one i really wish his presence by my side every now and then is him.

It seem so near to me whenever i saw him but indeed it is that far till i cant reach him.

Now everything left for me is all fill with his memories.
I wish that he will be all mine for one day.
But regret is all i really left after all.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.