Today is thursday jun 14.
To me now everyday day and time is torture when i am alone.
I really really miss him alot alots.

I give myself chance and chances that we still can be back like last time.
But on monday, maybe things really get hurt deep into the wound.
Am i so horrible that u need to avoid me til like tat.?
A few min of talk you can't even spare me ?

Sometimes i do really hate the number 11 and 15.
The incident on 15/11/06.
And now is 11/06/07.

Jarel told me that he dun mind the looks.
Just that is my character and my atiitude and i keep hanging out with my kor.
If it is the char he mind den long time ago problem should have started le.
My attitude is that bad.
If he really had given me one more chance or whatever shit but not avoiding me i can chg anything fo his sake.
But what is the point of telling me all this?
It all over le.

I just wish that fabian can remember 9/05/07 we know each other.
I just wish that he can remember the one month memories we shared.
Now all i wan him was to be happy.
If my pestering make him not happy, i'm letting go of it le.

Serene;
At leat to you, you can still hear his voice.
But now to me, can't even see him and worst can,t even hear his voice.
It worst than anything other things.

Sometime i hate fate.
I nvr intend to meet him de.
But it fate that let us recognise each others at superbowl.
It fate that let us continue talking night chat and meeting up oftenly.
But now, it fate that determined us to go our own way.

Fabian;
Though knowing you can;t see all this but i still wanna say.
This is the few min of sentences you dun wish to give me.
Why do you have to avoid me?
You used to say you wont avoid me?
Is it that my feeling for you is getting deeper and that y you wanna help me put it to a stop?
Can't we be back like last time?
I reall reall fallen very deep for you.
Even my feeling is that easy to put it to a stop den that not the true feeling le.
No matter wad in this two years time, i will wait.
Though it sound stupid lor.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.