Woahs!!
I'm fine.
Don't worry for me larh.
Now is wednesday 12.30a.m.
So i should say on 29/5 midnight, it was so sad.
I'm trying to cover my hurt but i can't.

Tuesday.
Went to slp after hanging up my call with serene ard 8 plus a.m.
Power sia!!
First time she can tahan so long but is all because of waiting for a stupid call.
Wake up ard 3 plus p.m.
Before that was thinking of finding fabian but den i really dunno how to face him.
To let me pretend that nothing had happen, i can't.
Throughout the conversation, i was really trying to cover my sadness.
But i realise i can't.
When i wake up, I cried and cried.
Other than crying, i don't know what can i do le.
Going for work and was still crying and crying till i reach pizzhut.

Mummy say my eyes was real swollen.
And in the toilet she hug me and say whenever i am willing to share she will be willing to listen.
I burst out in tears again.
I dunno how to say.
I'm really really feeling very hurt.
Siti oso ask me wad had happen.
Thank you for the care and concern.

I'm really vcery very tired.
I was like returning to the past where by working will stop me from thinking too much.
Maybe it can get parts of the pain away.

Is it that suprising that i fallen for fabian?
Everyone was shocked to hear that.
So many told me to break them up.
But i'm not that sort of person.

Whenever it concern abt relationship, i nvr fight for the happiness that i possibly will get because it tiring and hurting.
I always give up thing that i can't get or not mine.
But that will only make me more painful and hurting.
But at least it is not tiring.
The cuts really meants nothing to me.
It was really just a way i'm not letting my heart pains more.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.