My eyes pain like hells.
Who can really tahan like how i did?
It was as though i'm toturing myself.
I don't even wish to be alone, even though sleeping.
I don't wanna to be left alone thinking those unwanted stuffs.

But whenever i'm thinking abt him, saying abt him, it is full of my happiness.
To others this colud be foolish but to me now maybe that is enough.
I don't wish to go for things that tired me out.

Caren came over to slp just now.
And i went into slp soundly, maybe that the power of fren ard.=)
Previsouly was also speaking on phone with serene, I'M SHOO EMO!

Please for godness sake, don't because of my sadness that make it his fault.
If it was like that, i rather not say anything out anymore.
I know you all worry for me, but let me have my own choice.
Though thinking of him is no use and make me sad, but if i can stop thinking, that is not love alr.

I'm losing more and more of myself.
hais.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.