All abt Friday!!
I went to meet my two girlsfriends =)
Miss them lots sia..
As usual, serene was late or rather she was the last.
Whahas...
And shaoyu, hongjie and shaoren was also going to play bowling with us.
I miss them sho much sia.

My baobei nuer gayan really aren't as cheerful as before.
I hope she can really think it through.
Only you can get through your own thoughts.
Go for it if you think there still a chance.

Was damn funny playing bowling with them guys.
It quite a ong time ever since i play with them.
Stupid hongjie such a cheater he is!!!
I was second on the list.. Whakeke..

And for what happen in amk, i won't wish to update further.

Saturday !!
We were on phone till 5am plus.
And hang up because we quarrel.
I wasn't feeling very happy throughout the talk.
Then he ask me out to play pool.
Stupid lorh...I don't how to play!!
I keeping chiping the ball and fabian keep making fun of me.
After that,we went to heart land mall dunno for wad sia.
Then went back to 212 coffee shop to makan.
Then i went for 2 game of bowling with kienyong and caren.
That stupid fabian sibei hum, don't dare play..
That two guy went sitting outside talking to their fren.
After that we went mac to slack lor.
Everything was so funny larh.
But i wasn't feeling really happy cause i fear that fabian will be more nicer to caren than me.
I know i'm selfish.
But the looks the yan shen he look at caren is really making me uneasy.
Uneasy as though i'm going to suffocate soon.
Zhiying came to meet us later on.
I really cannot let go of the incident 15/11/06.
I called nicholas.
He pick up and i hung up.
I nvr realise it really pain me to hear his voice.
I cried out on zhiying's shoulder in toilet.
It was really painful.
At that time, though fabian was sitting with us, i feel like talking on phone with him.
Maybe listening better than sitting there see how close caren was with him.
Hais.
I drank vodka. Alot.
Maybe really very very stuffy.
But it was just 8 % alcohol.
Caren get one bottle for herself too.
But ended up i drank one and the half bottle of vodka.
We cab home ard 5 am plus.
Zhiying and caren slp pver at my place.
But i nvr really fall into slp because Fabian promise to call me but he nvr.
Till 12pm plus then i really went to slp.
I was really very puzzled by the call from nicholas.
I was really sleepy that i don't even know i pick up his call and don't know what i say to him.

I KEEP TELLING MYSELF.
Even a peek of him is enough.
Even though that i wasn't that important person in his heart, but being by his side is enough.
Even though we can't meet, a call/msg from you is enough.
No matter how sad i am, you nvr failed to leave me alone and that is enough.
But i know that we can't stay like this forever.

It hurts that you treat me more like your mother than a friend.
Is my confess that fake that you nvr treat it seriously?
Each day passes, i like you more, and it hurt more.
Sometimes i wonder, is what i am doing really irritate you?

Today nvr went out.
Was really damn feeling low lorh.
He nvr replied my msg nor my call.
I saw him online but i nvr talk to him.
Arggggggg.... .... ....

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.