If ever you cherish... @ Thursday, April 05, 2007
Wah seh, yesterday was terrible. Don't wish to mention. But i have make out a choice. I want to overcome the fear. I hope i really can.I hope it not to late for my decision. Maybe this two month of break really clear my thought. It make me take things easily. And as what it is before, there really nth that irritate me. Now time to fae the consequences. Please don't ask me anything. I won't reply or answer. I wish to be alone for this few days. Friends as what i had think. They had wear out. It time that i should give a stop to all their question. But i really hope they can help me through the upcoming days of things i needed to face. Serene; If the words i mention in my msg is harshI'm sorry.And horx, don't keep saying you wanna kill the who lei. And i also not his who to ensure his safety sia. Stupid. Yingting; I do know how you feel when you are kept in the dark. I do know that you will think that i will fall for him or whateverso.But please larh, it won't likely happen in me. I'm not suitable for jie- di relationship. But i never do that behind you. It just that you got to know it later on. There nothing big deal what. Everybody had to get hurt inorder to live on. Go for what you want or give up is up to you. i treat the him** as my younger brother. That's all. I don't wish to explain any further. The more i clarifty, the more it went deeper. I say it out to give myself as a answer towards my friends. Silly boy;Don't always call me update larh. I sibei lazy sia larh. Only got things then will update de ma. And you sibei free horx San fang liang tou read my blog. Stupid silly guy. As for what we two have decided, i hope you can do it. Anyway, thank yar Silly boy. I don't know i can go on for how long. But... heeehee. Wanna know is it ? call me lorh.
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