I realise how much the fear occupy my mind.
I realise that no matter what, i failed to overcome it.
I don't know why.

On sunday night was terrible.
I wake up every 2 hour.
I can't get my nervous down.
Is school really so horror to me?

StSp
After my call, why can't you sleep?
What is those very certain words i said?
I wanna to know.
After my call, you can realise that i can't forget the past.
Just a few second on phone with him, i'm overjoyed.
That happiness mean alot to me though i know it can't last.

But most of the time, did you ever hear the very bottom of my laughter right from my heart?
And the past really mean alot to me.
It really bother me alot alot.
And i'm sure that from now, there won't be two root problem.
It will always be him that i can't forget.

As for zhihao, i jolly well laugh it through.
Maybe this is all what he deserve...
Whahahahahahaaa....
I'm bad but only toward him.
This should be his retribution for how he treat me last time.
=)

I'm very sorry toward you..
Maybe i was very silly.
Giving you up for a guy who hurt me so deep.
But i really cannot forget him.
Really can't.

1.11a.m
sleepless night~

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.