I can't get into sleep this morning.
Should i have been bother by what serene say ?
I say you don't care my feeling had hurt you.
But did you ever think that it easy for me this few weeks.
You ask around larh.
Everyone want me to be back in school.
And i go back to school not just to accompany you for taf.
If i show this msg to ppl ard me, what will they think??
Because of your loneliness, you say i don't bother.
What the fuck larh.
I really damn pissed off by your msg.
Fine, whatever i don't bother.
If i don't bother, why should i tell you so much?
Is that how you say friends?
I didn't ever wish to avoid you or do it on purpose.
I am really tired about all the question i'm avoiding.
All i can say is sorry.
I off my phone because i wish to be alone.
And when you use your brother's number to call me, i know.
I just wish to be alone.

Now, i really wish that i can be vanished from this world.
It's very tiring.
Hopefully, the history of 25/1 wont happen again.
If it have to happen, it will be for real.
Because there's nothing in this world to let me live on.

You need not explain to me that you treat her as friend.
I need not know and don want to know either.
I wish that my thoughts won't be real.

Having a headache now.
Confirm fall sick again.
As time passes, i knew that i am becoming weaker.
I try to be strong.
But eventually, words and things ard me hurt me.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.