Friday
I had plan to work for the whole day as it would be double pay rate.
It was damn stupid larh.
Gigi put us 4 to 10.
So we girls decided to relax ourselves.
Went for k-lunch.
It was fun.
About 12 plus in the noon, jasmine ask us to go work early.
Why should we ?

Toa payoh pizza hut will be close for renovation.
And we have the meeting at night.
In the first place we thought that we need not work for that 2 week.
Wao kao...
16 to 19April is book for course.
And it will be in the evening till night.
Was like what the hell~
Nvm~
For the sake of money.

Today
Due to the meeting last night, me and caren overslept.
We suspose to work at 10 to 10.
But we reach there at 1.
It was really very tiring.
And from then i been doing all things after caren was being ask to do back wash.
Fuck!!
I nvr feel some fuck up ever since i discharge.
Like hell larh.. everyone seem to be picking on me or caren.
And all because of michelle.
I keep slacking but they force me out.
But then they were all talking at the front of hse!!
It is not FAIR~!!!
I break down.

As for tmr, I wan to work from morning to 6.
But then gigi chg it to 8 without our permission.
Caren and i was fuck up.
We don't intend to work tmr.
But then i can confirm tmr sure got show'' early morning in pizzahut want.
I don't care.
I don wish to give in anymore.

All this days, i keep telling me i must i must show up.
Every night before i went into sleep, i will struggle.
I don't to miss this chance anymore.
But if i can't take, then i quit.
Cause everything is too late to turn back.
Because they say we'll be resting for 2 week so i plan everything nicely.
But now all gone.
I'm in a mess now sia.

I fear and sacred that whatever she say will happen.
I don't want.
I gave word that i won't have anything to do with him anymore.
But then... ...
Sorry to the him.
Those words that i really don't meant to say it to you.
Only this way will you give up.
But you will always be that silly boii.
I mean it.

Everytime, when i realise that i'm going to lose it then will i know how it's important to me.
But i told myself, i won't regret for my action and words.
=)

gL
another sleepless night, i know how much it bother my mood.
another sleepless night, i know i have make a wrong choice.
but the next sleepless night, i told myself not to regret.

I hurt myself more than hurting you.
But all i can say is sorry.
I'm still the same.
It tiring to fight for my own happiness.
But i'm sure of something,
when happiness is yours, it will never run away.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.