Woahs...!
Firstly i wanna clarifty...
I'm single for godness sake.
Who will want me ?=.=

In the process of saving money.
Once i pay serene back, i free of debt.
And for sure by the next ending of the month, my new hp!!

All this while, there's always something which stop me.
Ever since i tried to die once, life is meaningless.
For times, i fear alot of stuffs.
Sure as going to school?!?
Running away from relationship's concern.

I agree with what serene told me.
I wanna find a bf asap.
The fact is to just replace the empty space
that was previously occupy before.
But in the end, i dare not face it.

Fear of getting hurt again.
Fear of letting go once again.
Fear of not treasuring once again.
Fear to have regrets in it again.

Maybe ever since 25/1/07.
During the night, those strings of words.
I have to admit that i never say this out.
But maybe it was then i try to run away.
Zhihao called that night.
I was happy that he still concern me.
But those hurting words.
Left me crying for the sleepless night.
It was as though-needle like stuffs piercing through my heart.
What he say was true.
But i choose to avoid it.
I wish to prove him wrong.
But i failed to do it.
But at least i can get over him.
For this very one time.

Things was thought to be in a better turning for me.
But this few night of staring into space.
The tears of mine still won't spare me.
Why is it was to be so torturing to me?

The songs we once sangs together.
The meaning of the songs.
Was seen to be the one hurting me.

Till now, the shadow of you that once with me.
It haven't left.
I just can't forget.

Avoid ALL is what i am doing it right now.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.