Life really are so complicated.
went for consulation today.
Doctor say that i'm really lucky to survive it through.
But i really never fearing abt it.
It was really alright for me to speak everything out to her.
And maybe till today i really realise that when have all this started and what lead to it.
I clear my thoughts.
But i fear for what coming up next.
For me now, i really never thought of my future.
I just don wish to carry on my daily needs.
I want to do the things i want.

For the past from last year Nov.
I'm going to let go everything that hurt me that period of time.
And till now, i'm not who i'm.
I won't care for anyone feeling when doing things.
Nothing stop me now.
The more i care for others the more i hurt myself.

I love the upper section for the course.
It's simply meaningful someway.

Friendship are sure stress up at times.

I'm still running away.
I'm still not yet ready to face the reality.

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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.