If ever you cherish... @ Monday, February 26, 2007
Back from MALAYSIA ~~
I love the peaceful and quietness there.
NO pain ! No stress ! No pressure !
Hais.
Ever since when [ i don't even remember]
I been running away
From a place that i sense trouble is always awaiting for me.
I enjoy what i have now. Today was really totally not in mood sia.
Get scolded again for not going to school.
Did anyone know why?
Did my dad understand why?
Life in school isn't what he think was that simple and easy.
In fact, it's simply Complicated.
Stress-ed!!!
If now even staying at home make me feel so uneasy.
I don't know where to go.
My dad say till like i was so useless.
Like i had been wasting his money alot.
Well, fine with that.
I take it and accepted it.
Thing still went back to the start.
I wanna to say back him but don't have larh.
A little respect for him, i remember.
Father;
Did you ever understand me your daughter ?
You just know that i don't want go to school.
From young, i never get the attention, love and care i wanted from my mom.
Now , as a father to me , you simply mean nothing.
It's hurtful but it's the truth.
I just wanted the love from you, can't i?
i give up alot of hopes again and again.
In your heart, in this house, you seems to have only a son.
Whereby, my life is invisible.
Yingchin;
Very Very SORRY!!
Buti really can't go back to face the problem i needed to handle.
Say i weak or what but i just want to leave it as far away as possible.
Serene;
Tired after all this things and problem?!?
Beaking down after all this while.
Our problem never seem to be as easy as what we always thinks.
Ms kodi;
Very Sorry that i had disappointed you once and again.
I know you care.
You try means and way to help me.
Thank alot for all that you does for me.
I don't wanna to bother you any further.
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