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If ever you cherish... @ Friday, December 22, 2006

Maybe i really don understand the ppl around me.
i suddenly think of the outing with them to watch movie.
Don't know is it that i feel the left out between them or is it i sick?!?
I'm still think about it larh.

To rely on someone or to hang on to yourself?!?
Hang on as in independent barh.
Having someone to rely on is a real good things.
But there always a day whereby that person or rather emotional pillar will leave you.
No one know when will that day come.
And we ppl will have feeling to miss it to think of it.
Maybe even getting hurt from there.
Being independent is quite good larh.
No need to have someone to control you.
But keeping problem to yourself also will hurt your more.
If i were to prefer, to choose i also don't know what will i choose.

I used to be a girl who keep all thing to herself.
Never really wanna to open up to others, even ppl closest to me.
It my group of girlfrens or rather the problem i face barh.
That make me open up to others.
From young, my living environment make me independent.
No one bother what i think, so no use saying.

Now this girl turn into a lady which know how to open up.
Become more cheerful and playful.
Never being serious unless there situation.
Bad-tempered.
But my temper never seem to change lor =x
Now learning to rely on ppl.
But there really no one there to listen to my life, my everyday.

Thank zhi hao.
For this few sleepless nights, you were there.
I really am relying on you too much.
Can i don't ?
Cause i don want you to be the one getting hurt.
I'm real selfish now in feeling.
I don't care who gets hurt as long as i don't.
But you too good to me.
Really not worth for you to be too good to me.

Rain rain go away, wash my sickness away also.
I'm lost.


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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.


Aaron.
Calistine Girlf.
gayan Girlf.
Rene Girlf.