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Everything is never as it seems.


If ever you cherish... @ Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Think that i won't be going into sleep so early barh.
This whole day been thinking too much.
Not feeling that usual as before, how i hope he call.

Sorry to yingting
Not purposely making fun of you.
After you hang he called.
Maybe before his call, all that i say was playing with you.
But now i also not sure about myself too.
Really sorry to make you so worry.

Now then i know my house is full of panadol.
16 pills of panadol xtra.
10 pills of menstural de.
17 pills of panadol cold.
total 43 sss...

Was talking on phone with serene from 9 plus till 1.13 a.m.
He called and i was weird.
Was like even i was there, he didn't knew.
Even how much i wish to talk to him, i still can't.
Msg-ing total of 6 sms to him, knowing he wont reply de.
If he can treat that nothing happen, i really think that my love to him is an xtra.
So sorry toward ivor, i was really totally not in the mood of talking with you.
All this days i wishes him to call, now he called but i aren't happy at all.
Isn't that toturing myself?

Sometimes,
women shouldn't be too smart
or else we think too much
that cause ourselves to suffer.

Having the thoughts of washing my hand of computer.
Delete everything, i know i can't.
My life now is really damn messy.
Stupid things happening all the time.
And my answer to all this was... ... ...
I DON'T KNOW !!!!

I was foolish i was stupid but i just can't stop it .
I'm lost.


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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.