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If ever you cherish... @ Saturday, October 07, 2006

What can i say ?!? Confuse by whatever is happening ard me , it's too complicated!
Ytd were so tired...went to slp after i update my blog.
Today morning abt 7a.m received morning call from pamela, was planning to go swimming today but the haze was so heavy'' so never go le lorh , such a pity!
We go nxt time k?
When i wake up i saw a msg which yingting was going to send serene but instead to me then i found out yingting and hongjie never talk ever since i never talk to hongjie le..then was kinda of what the hell?!? Do you all really wanna to know my reason, i shall tell you all.
Myreasons...
There is time when we are close there is also time when we feel friendship drifting apart and that is the time when one felt tired to continue maintianing the friendship.
i really feel very tired, it was exactly the same when i don't talk to shaoyu. Why shall i be angry with them over stupid things?? Am i that petty ?!? To angry or hate someone is also making yourself more tired...
hais...i really am very guilty makeing hongjie to lose yingting such a good friend and i trying to make things back but what a FAILURE i am! I hate myself for being so selfish in the first place that i never place a feeling for yingting and hongjie...because of my selfishness thing turn out like that...Now i can only say SORRY !! I can't do much
As for serene,
i really don't know what to do and say anymore! I will agree with your choice since you already make that kind of choice to hurt yourself more.Crying can't solve anything and in the first place wenbing never wanna to give up abt this relationship.

i really feel so useless as a friend toward yingting hongjie and serene, i really can't do much to help you all. mybe if i never appear thing won't turn out this way that we all don't want... i can only see things happen but i can't help...i treat you all as friend that why i worry and offer help..though you all say it not my fault but i know you all don't want me to blame myself..but the more you all say it is not my fault the more i feel guilty.. REALLY VERY SORRY!!! and i tld yingting, there only one way for me not to care and that is end our friendship and i don't care anymore...i just too tired! Just wanna you all to share problem with me you all don't want still need me say thing that seem to be threatening then you all will say BUT from now on, If you all don't want to say...then don't say i rather i don't know...

hais...gtg soon still need to work..i wanna cry out loud cause i can't do anything to help my friends but tears don't seem to listen to me...i longing for a big cry.

tired out!
geokleng
saturday 7/10/06
3.39p.m
I'm lost.


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♥YuLing♥
Every 11th of august, age-ing.
Always having my Beloved Girlfs holding on me.
The stubborness and sillyness.

She have to be strong, to go through all the ups and downs in her life.
It a mistake that her life had cross pass with that kind of guys.
But she'll never fall harder than before.


Aaron.
Calistine Girlf.
gayan Girlf.
Rene Girlf.