If ever you cherish... @ Thursday, September 28, 2006
school was just the same almost everyday but today mostly of the girl in our class got caught and was told to unpick their skirt.I was the ''lucky'' one lorh. I was chatting quite well with gayan during the 10 min given to study for physis(think is spell like that)but never did i tink so many things can happen due to the talk with her.
I just say tell gayan that serene wont concentrate on her studying derhs nothing much, i never say i don wanna her to go tgt. I was abt to ask her after school when she and gayan was gone without telling us anything. I ask her why in msn just now why and what she mean in the her blog. she say she thought that i don't want her to be there and thought that i don't want her to study tgt! All is her thoughts larh, did you ever spare a thought for me?!? Rather choose to believe what gayan told you without clarifying things with me. I wanna ask her just to sort out but when i was talking to her on msn it was like i talking yo gayan her word are exactly what gayan will always say after all this things.
I told serene that yc told me that she and gayan is drifting apart due to that matter after fiona and gayan was getting on a close term with serene,at first, i don't think so but now i think i don't have a choice not to believe in what yingchin say. What serene's reaction to this? I don't mind anymore!!! then say she was not close to anyone... what does this mean ?!? To me, is was like she never treat me as truly as friend a close friend or rather good friend.
Is friendship between us that worthless?!?i believe no more~llengthursday 28/9/068.01pm
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